Friends

I have thee most amazing friends there ever were. I push people away, I hide, I put up walls and I pretend everything's ok. They somehow know just how much to push (but not too much cause they know too much and I'd bail), they continue to be steadfast and have never given up on me. Even though I have given up on me. They don't judge me and continue to love me regardless of my actions. I don't know what the hell I did to deserve their love, but I do know I'd be lost without it. So to Jenni, Tammy, Stacy, Emily, Lindsey...thank you. I'd be lost without you. I promise I won't be a mess forever and someday I'll be able to repay your investment into me.